#24

Hi. Okay lepas published post #23, I scrolled all my posts before. Baru teringat how I loved to post pictures. Okay let the pictures tell you how my life is going on now!

Hewhewhew. Anyongg.

#23

Salam. Hello whitey. Okay it's been a long time since last time we met kan. I have no time to write, as I am busy with life and stuffs. Actually I have no feelings to write pun. 

Well, I am moving one step forward now. Ketika hari kedua berada di sini sebagai pelajar degree, something had crossed my mind. Berjalan seorang diri mendaki bukit dan menyedut udara di tempat baru membuatkanku berfikir, aku mahu buka lembaran baru. Don't ask apa maksud lembaran baru di situ, tapi apa yang boleh dijelaskan adalah kenangan itu hanya tinggal memori. Aku hanya mahu bangkit dari pemikiran yang dahulu. What for to think about the past while I am so happy with my present life now. Yes I am. Foods nowadays become more yummy huh?

Kita harus berubah untuk diri sendiri. Jika perubahan itu menjerus ke arah positif, kenapa harus duduk diam tanpa bertindak? Tak semestinya bila berubah, kita lupakan diri kita yang dahulu. Come on, umur semakin meningkat. Usia bertambah dan semakin tua. Please act like one. Sometimes, being a kiddo is cute but if you are too much, it will annoy me. Seriously. 

Well, I must not forget my responsibility why I am here. I just want to make people that I love to be proud of me. There's no time to play around. Chance only come at once, and please faezza do not waste it. Remember last night how you motivated yourself? There are lots to do, soon and very soon. Make them proud and love you even more. Salam.

#22

SALAM RAMADHAN. Semoga diberi lagi peluang untuk menghayati bulan yang penuh barakah ini. Semoga aku tidak alpa dan sentiasa diberikan hidayah dan petunjuk dari Mu.

Sebenarnya, tak salah untuk kita berubah. Lepas baca buku Who Moves My Cheese, then I realize lah pasal perubahan semua ni. Something has happened to my close friend, he got hurt because of the perubahan. Normal kan? Sampai bila kita nak stay in one place? Let's move and adapt the changes. The other friend was agreed with me, dan banyak bercakap pasal kehidupan. Haha okay itu dah jauh menyimpang dari topik perubahan sebenarnya. Mungkin bila sudah jauh dari sini dan keluarga  membuatkan dia semakin matang dan matang. May Allah bless our friendship :')

We are good now, yes we are. Terima kasih, dan tolong jangan nak membahan orang dan ketawa perli tu boleh? Hehehehe. Salam.

#21

Have you been to market? Of course lah pernah kan. Soalan tak bijak. Pernah beli lauk? Lah, pergi pasar memang lah untuk beli lauk. Btw I just realize that I have this one habit. Pilih pilih udang. Ye pilih udang tu haa, lagi lagi kalau udang size XXL tu. Rasa macam so tenang bila tengah pilih udang. I feel zero but excitement. -____________- it's cool kot.

Time pergi bekam tu ada sorang makcik cakap I so stress sampai nampak urat stress. Dulu doc pun pernah ckp mcm tu. Hey faezza, stress ke? Tapi kenapa? I don't think I am stress now, bukan perah otak nak belajar pun. Tapi mungkin sebab banyak fikir? Jangan nak susahkan diri sendiri lah.

Well I wish I can predict the future so that I won't do something wrong now and hurt people around me. Future? Yeayy tak sabar rasanya nak habis degree pulak. Padahal result intake degree pun belum keluar -____-

Okay till we meet again, salam tuesday to all.

short-stories-post #20

Salam to all. Hi whitey. Pheww, I took a month to update new entry heh. Bukan apa, nak blog ni pun kena ada mood. Tak gitu? ;)

So, what is going on now? I was busying myself on working before, but only for a month. Okay okay, it was 2 weeks only. Hihi. That job didn't suits me kot. Lepas nk cari part time je la sementara tunggu intake degree kan?

Btw, setiap penyakit ada ubatnya kan. Kita akan cakap mcm tu bila orang di sekeliling kita sakit. Tapi mcm mana kalau diri sendiri yg menghidap penyakit? Mesti rasa this is the end of my life. Buat semua benda dah tak guna. Allah datangkan penyakit itu untuk kita lebih dekat denganNya. Semoga semuanya tabah.

Now I feel that semua dah lain. Perubahan, yes that is. Bukan pasal perubahan manusia saja, tapi perubahan dunia ni sendiri. Is that me who is still under katak di bawah tempurung, or people are too busy chasing the development of country and technologies? Sorry, but even dengan my friends pun I don't feel the chemistry anymore. People that are used to close to me, yet are so far now. Dah tak clicks, bak kata Karl. Maybe I have to stay silent and be an observer, and I really hope that myself can stay on the feet where I am now. Perubahan itu boleh menghanyutkan. I don't mind orang nak cakap kau ni anti social ke, kuno ke, as long as I know what i do, who are you to care? Oppps!

Okay cuti sekolah hari tu adik pergi terengganu. Let's la the pictures tell you! Hehe. Lama tak share gambar kan?

Pantai Cherating

Penat lettew

cariks batiks

Pantai Batu Buruk

Nasi Dage

*** friend's wedding ***

*** family gathering ***

*** pai ikan, mee calong, otaks otaks***

Done. Malam ni nak layan movie Filipinos pulak, NGAYONG NANDITO KA! Hahaha I bet ramai tak ingat movie ni. Google sendiri kalau nak tahu. Bye!

short-stories-post #19.

Fuhyoo lama tak update blog. Tak ada mood langsung. Nak sambung belajar balik. Cepat laa dapat offer. Rindu nak pegang buku, rindu nak pergi class. Dapat belajar eco ni, fuhh best jugak. Kalau ada rezeki dapat sambung eco, dapat la sambung ikut apa yang dihajati. Dulu masa ambik diploma sepatah haram tak suka business. Apply architecture tapi dapat business. What? Hehehe. 

Okay dah malas nak kerja. Kalau kerja pun, nak kerja hari jumaat je. Sabtu ahad cuti then jumaat balik. Heaven kan? Boleh tak kalau tak nak kerja, sambung belajar macam biasa lepas tu terus kahwin? Bye.

pasta in love, pasta i love.

tell you what, pasta in love is so cool when they are talking about foods, especially the pasta. i am watching this every night, right after midnight. at first it makes me feel more hunger, and then it disappear like i am the one who is eating the pasta. the forbidden kitchen rules of love kinda interesting. you are the big chef and you are also the one who do the forbidden rule. well, its all about the pasta. people do celebrate their happy life with pasta. but i am serving the pasta when i am hungry and all alone at home. i cook, i ate, i comment. i like it. you care?

melting you? okay bye.